Thinking of You!!!! / Andrea Newkirk (friend)
Hey Sonya and Kids you were on my mind today! Just wanted you to know that I'm here and if you ever need anything just call! Thinking of you and Kevin always! Talk to you soon! Close
3~22~06/ Sonya (Wife)
Hey darling~ Another death this morning...."Chuck" Shurdell.....many times I ask myself why such young fathers need to leave this world so fast!! Chuck left behind a wife and two small daughters....I feel her pain! I am asking you to watch over everyone. I love you Kevin, and it is times like these that make me miss you even more!!! Love~Sonya Close
Happy St Patricks Day~2006 / Sonya &. Kids (Wife and children )Read >>
Happy St Patricks Day~2006 / Sonya &. Kids (Wife and children ) Hello Kev~Well, another "holiday" passes without you and we are still waiting for GOD to come and tell us that we passed the test....our journey without you is over! But we know that you are safe and in God's Arms....knowing that doesn't make it any easier to live without you though! I still await the day you walk through the door! I guess I have to wait until you carry me through the threshold of The Golden Gate. Don't I??? I miss you so much...the kids are still telling stories of their short time with you and it makes me smile and glad that they had known you! It is so hard to hear Kieran talk about you....he looks up to you so much and wants nothing but to be just like you! When I hear them talking about the future I laugh when I hear him say, "Joe Kehrer at Kehrer Brothers Roofing is going to hire me".....little boys love their daddy's so much....why did this have to happen to him?? Kylah smiles at me when she knows I am sad and I can see your sparkle in her eyes....its like you are telling her to do that! She knows how bad I hurt and it makes me feel better to have her with me!! Anyhow, what was supposed to be a Happy St Patty's Day to you, turned into a letter about us!! Just know that we love you and we are thinking about you on this and every day!! Love and hugs!! ~sonya & kidsClose
Goodbye My Lover...3~13~06 / Sonya (Wife)
Kev~ Hello there....I miss and love you more each day!! ~~~Goodbye My Lover~James Blunt~~~
"Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty ot let the judges frown? 'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, Yes, I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won. So I took what's mine by eternal right. Took your soul out into the night. It may be over but it won't stop there, I am here for you if you's only care. You touched my heart, you touched my soul. You've changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and that I knew when, My heart was blinded by you. I've kissed your lips and held your head. Shared your dreams and shared your bed. I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I am a dreamer but when I wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take. And as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be. I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. I've watched you sleeping for a while. I'd be the father of your child. I'd spend a lifetime with you. I know your fears and you know mine. We've had our doubts but now we're fine. And I love you, I swear thats true. I cannot live without you. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. And I still hold your hand in mine. In mine when I'm asleep. And I will bear my soul in time. When I'm kneeling at your feet. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow. I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
~I think that about sums it up...I love you babe!!~sonyajo (you can listen to this song on the audio/video section!!) Close
hey bro / Jessica Kruep (sister-in-law)
hey kev~ Just wanted to say hi. I wanted to let you know i'm doing a biography on you at school this week. I will let you know how it goes. I love and miss you bunches. jess Close
3-7-06/ Sonya (Wife) kevin, Just wanted to tell you I was thinking about you today! I miss you and love you more than anyone will ever know!! Love, MEClose
74* Today!!~3~1~06 / Sonya (Wife) Hello Sweetheart! Well, today marks 6 whole months!! I don't know if it has gotten better, but I am beginning to get used to being alone! I miss you dearly and can't wait to have you hug me again! Your good morning and goodnight kisses are missed dearly! I can't tell you enough, that I love you! Today it is 74* and I can just hear you getting out of the truck as you get home, telling me to make you a grocery list so you can BBQ!! Funny how mad I used to get because you would always invite tons of people over for dinner and I would be stuck making you all the "fixin's" for dinner...and Today I would give my left arm to have you come home!! The roof would have been warm today, you would be coming home in your wife beater, and of course your "sunglass tan"...LOL Wow! 6 months already!! Isn't life funny....seems on all of your special days the sun is shining so bright, it makes me feel like you are still here. It's like a sign from you for us to keep going! Kieran and Cierra cleaned out the back of your truck...the sun went down monday night and they were still two busy worker bees out there.....filthy as all heck, but busy none the less!! They were so proud! Their faces were gleaming when they came in to report that they were finished!! I think it was important to them to do that for you! Member when you used to pay them to do silly things like that for you?? Kieran paid her, it was so cute! I love you and miss you more each passing second! Love always, Sonya joClose
February 27,2006. / Sonya (wife) Kev~ Hey sweetie! Had to pay respects today, for John Kleber. You know, things like this don't get easier! I may have felt better doing it, had he not been in the same funeral home AND casket!! We must have picked a nice one....I can't say enough how much walking into that building brings me back to that day. I still wish that the phone call from Todd would have brought me to the hospital to pick you up. So I could tell you how stupid it is for you to work that far from home....how much I want you back. It just isn't right. I can't imagine my life with anyone else and I'm not so sure I want to! After being with you for so long, and growing up together, I can't help but wonder what our lives would have been like in 40 years! I look at the couples at the Nursing Home and wonder why they got to experience the many years with one another and why we were cut so short. I feel robbed. I can see your smile when I close my eyes...I can feel you with me when I am feeling most alone! I just want you to come back home.... I love you, Kevin Michael. Love Always & Forever, Sonya Jo McCord...your baby!! Close
MUAH~From Sonya and Kids! Happy Hearts Day! 2/14/06 / Sonya, Kylah And Kieran (Wife and Kids )Read >>
MUAH~From Sonya and Kids! Happy Hearts Day! 2/14/06 / Sonya, Kylah And Kieran (Wife and Kids )
Valentine Kisses from all of us to you! We can't wait to wrap our arms around your neck!
Happy Valentines Day! 2/14/06 / Sonya (Wife) Hey Sweetheart! Well, I have made it 5 1/2 months without you! I can't believe you are not here to celebrate our 11th Valentines Day together! I think the pain of realizing that we are apart is sinking in at warp speed! Kieran was sick yesterday, upset stomach and today he came home from school, 10 minutes after the bell rang! I had to call in for tomorrow...so part of me thinks that fate has made him sick. God's way of letting me know that I am NOT alone. That I won't be spending Valentines Day ALONE, but with our children. Also, that I am not alone, just without you present! This whole month I have had mixed feelings, I have had so many memoeries of you come back to me....I can smell you, I wish you were here with us! I want you to know that we love and miss you very much and can't imagine going through life without you! It's just NOT the same! I love you, Babe!! Love ya~Sonya HAPPY VALENTINES DAY~2006Close
Valentines Day/Last Night Poem 2/12/06 / Sonya (Wife)Read >>
Valentines Day/Last Night Poem 2/12/06 / Sonya (Wife) With Valentines Day fast approaching...I thought this poem was great! I recieved it from Jeannie, an angel friend I met on this site....it truly hit home!! I love and miss you Hon!! Love, Sonya Jo
Last Night
Last night while I was trying to sleep, My Husbands voice I did hear. I opened my eyes and looked around But he did not appear He said"Hon you've got to listen, You've got to understand. God didn't take me from you , Hon He only took my hand". When I called out in pain that day, The instant that I died. He reached down and took my hand, And pulled me to His side. He pulled me up and saved me, From the misery and pain. My body was hurt so badly inside, I could never be the same. My search is really over now, I've found happiness within, All the answers to my empty dreams And all that might have been. I Love You and Miss You So, And I'll always be nearby. My body's gone forever, But my spirit will never die! And so, you must go now, Live one day at a time. Just understand God did not take me from you He only took my hand.
Yesterday I was driving down I-64 and I happen to glance over and see one of the mile markers. I just started laughing without even thinking about it... I guess it was a couple of years ago when you were trying to tell me about road construction or something on I-55 by whatever mile marker you said.. And you asked me you know where that is right? I guess people reading this don't get it.. but its between you and i. Love you and miss you
January 31, 2006. / SOnya (Wife)
Hey There Good Lookin~ Tomorrow marks 5 months...oh how the time has flown by! The nights are getting rougher and the days aren't much easier! I can tell in my attitude and my anger is only getting worse! I can't hardly sleep and I wish you were here with me every minute of every day! I did the inevitable on Friday.....I caved and got us a puppy! He is SOOO cute. You would just love him! He cuddles up next to me and loves to sit on my lap while I watch TV or sit at the computer! The kids were so excited to get him! He is SO cute, brown and cuddly and so little! "Drew" is what we named him, Short for Andrew....but I like to call him Scruffy! He looks pretty scruffy....like you when you would walk in the door off a Hot Tar roof!! lol Today makes 2 years that Grandpa went to Heaven to pave the way for all of us...it's hard to believe he has been gone that long and I am so lost in my own pain and grief that I didn't even remember! I found out from someone else! I remember the day that he passed away, like it was yesterday. The tears in your eyes and how you hugged me and told me you were sorry! I watched The Notebook last night. The laughter and love that Noah and Ally showed in the movie reminded me of our early days. The days you would walk me home on the creek....gosh..I could go on forever.....but we can talk about all of our memories when I get "up there", can't we? I wish there was some way I could know for certain that you are safe and that you are resting well. I still have my thoughts of the accident and I still wish to know that you had no pain...there are so many thoughts going through my head at times, I am unsure how I even get through the day!! I love you, miss you and wish you were here!! Love you forever and always!! Sonya-jo Close
Happy b-day bro.,sorry this is late but i don't have a computer at my house! I rember your b-day party at my house (#14 sunset dr.) yep the party pad! thanks to you & all the sunset krew:thoes were the days! but that was also the day your life would make a change for the better when you met Sonja & you found your true happiness!!! but i'll always have the memmories for ever & ever!!! i love ya bro. love always, your sis, Nikki
January 23, 2006. / Sonya (Wife)
Kevin~ Just wanted to say that I love you and miss you more each day! I can't believe it is coming up onto 5 months! The past 2 weeks has really been hard. Although there are times that I can't stop laughing...there are times that I just wanna go to bed and not wake up!! If not for Kylah and Kieran, I am not certain that I would even make it! I try to keep busy, but there are those down times that just make it harder! Today at work, I was talking and no matter the conversation, I seemed to find a way to bring you up!! I don't think I have ever cried so much in my life as I have the past 5 months. I don't think anything I have ever experienced will ever stand up to this! This is definitely the hardest thing I have EVER had to go through! I just want you to know that I love you and always will!! Love and Big Hugs!! Love~Sonya-jo :) Close
what's up kev / Jessica Kruep (Sister-in-law)Read >>
what's up kev / Jessica Kruep (Sister-in-law)
Hey Kev~ hope you had a happy birthday! I think about you alot and even though it has been almost 5 months since you passed I still can still see your face. I went out and celebrated your birthday and had a blast. As much as I hate budweiser I drank it for you all night. The thing I remember the most was how you used to drive around town and no matter where you went you always went forty mph, radio turned up and Emenim playin! I miss going over to your house and no matter how late it was you would always be cooking something on the grill. By the end of the night I ended up at the crash sight to wish you a Happy Birthday. It was weird because all the other times I have went out there it was hard but that night it was comforting. I just wanted to say Happy Birthday and I will see you again soon enough. Love you lots and miss you more. your sis~ Jess Close
Happy Birthday in Heaven / Lisa Church (Mom to angel Holly )Read >>
Happy Birthday in Heaven / Lisa Church (Mom to angel Holly ) Happy Birthday Kevin! Close
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